I felt my obsession coming on for this music artist I’ve been listening to. Then I wondered, why am I not obsessed with myself like I am with the other crushes I had and the one I’m currently having.
I’m going to make a conscious effort to ONLY think about myself. Yes that sounds conceited, but I hate giving away my energy to people who don’t deserve it or to people who don’t know who I am. I physically stopped going on social media networks for entertainment because it occupied a lot of my time. Now I need to stop wasting my time mentally.
Even though I’m not on social media as much like before, I’m still occupied by my thoughts. I’m either daydreaming or just plain thinking about anything that comes to mind.
I need to think about the now and the present – nothing else.