My Reality of Being An Entrepreneur

In today’s blogpost, I will be talking about life as an entrepreneur in the making.

I decided to show you all what I wrote in regards to this topic.

Below, I placed excerpts from my personal journal that I wanted to share with you all.

 

January 6, 2017 // 2:42 PM

Since noon I’ve been publishing and promoting my blogs. Boy! Talk about putting in work! I feel exhausted. But I rather feel tired working for myself than feel tired working for someone else that’s for damn sure. Life as an entrepreneur.

I’m in the beginning stages. I believe once I can live off the income from my services alone, then I will consider myself a full-blown entrepreneur. At least I’m trying. And I will not give up.

The thought of working for someone drives me insane. Working for myself becomes my obsession every time that thought occurs. Tired, but inspired.

 

January 7, 2017 // 5:26 PM

Today I scheduled in my planner that I would be completing assignments. Did I do them? Some. But I felt so tired doing them though. I don’t know what got over me. I just felt extremely tired today. I’m thinking of just using my “tiredness” to write some blogposts.

I always have the energy to work on myself. But when it comes to completing schoolwork, I feel even more drained.

 

There you have it, folks. This is how I’m feeling right now. I can never be tired when it comes to working on myself. Working for others or working on schoolwork is where the tired feeling kicks in.

Another difficult thing about being an entrepreneur is that there will be days where NO ONE contacts you for your services. I wish I had a client every day.

I promote my services every day. Yes, it can be tiring promoting yourself. What’s even more tiring is questioning your self-worth every day because no one has contacted you for your services yet.

Even your own “friends” or people you consider as your friends won’t even help you out.

As I said in my previous journal entry, ‘tired, but inspired.’

I will let my obsession to not work for someone else be my drive to be autonomous.

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R.I.P. Old Me

R.I.P. to the old me. People die every day. The kind of death I’m talking about is the internal one. People die as soon as they stop being themselves. And to tell you the truth, I’ve been dead for twenty years. 2015 is the year when I became alive. I rose from the depths of mind-corrosion from society and peers. This year—this summer specifically—I stopped giving a fuck. I started my path to accept myself completely. Living my life to fit other peoples’ agendas is not the way I want to live anymore.

I’m tired of not being myself. All of those fears end this year! It must end and it will.

The old me was conditioned, programmed, and didn’t think for herself. The old me worried about what other people thought and what their opinions were. The new me—which is the REAL me—is embarking a journey that I should have done once I left the womb. The real me started and will continue to find the truth.

From now on, I will live my truth and follow my intuition. I intend to accomplish the purpose I was reincarnated for. Now that I’m awake and aware, every action I take will be a meaningful one. Each action will lead me closer to my core and my destiny.