I came across another bad habit of mine. A bad habit of mine is comparing myself to others. I compare my personality to others and compare my life to theirs.
I hate it when I do that from time to time. This thought occurs when there’s a large group of people around me and they are talking with one another while I’m off to myself. I start observing them and start thinking about society’s view of happiness and acceptance.
From this observation, I see that my view of happiness and acceptance is not the same as society’s. Then I start to wonder who’s right. Me or society?
What I think of myself should be the only thing that matters. But I realize that I have a long way to go when it comes to not caring of how I look to others.
When someone looks at me, it looks like I’m unbothered. But internally, I’m not. I still have work to do on myself.
I want to be so unfazed by others to the point where millions of people can be talking to one another and I will see them and not compare myself to them.
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